Aimless with thoughts of aim
petty goals of foolish things
Self-fully
Unaware
Aware of Self
Self only
Oblivious to the battle raging
evil
not bad
but depth of hate
sadness
but more
wallowing in pits of sorrow
Longing for freedom
but thinking freedom as independence
freedom for self
freedom for desire
for
full-fill-me
the ment
the moment
the momentum of true fulfilling
existing outside your grasp
beyond what I think
distant to how we feel
Held by a God
THE God
waiting
holding
offering
waiting
the release before you
the filling
the freedom that is truth
rebuking the self
freedom of soul
denying the demons
and
I
am
free
free self from self
while the devil wallows in loss
while he aches and wails
in the misery that is his own
to each his own
mine is love
mine is hope
mine life lived outside of self and thoughts of self
mine is victory
I win
God wins
to be clean
fresh
empty of death
depth of hatred
pits of sadness
destroyed
filled to the full
the momentum of Christ in me
and death only for satan
for minions of the demonic
mine no more
i raise my hands in victory
longing to reach higher
my voice screaming through my fingertips
with victory
reaching with intense longing
with depth of desire for a finish
for my God to release this place
from anguish of self
no more self
but God only
the God who gives
frees
saves
loves more than I will ever need
Fill
me
freely
Free
through the full
the empty of self
and the full of goodness
of God-ness
of grace
the grace I need to be rid of self
rid of the worthless
and full of the greatness that is not mine
Gratitude
Filled.
